WHY DOES IT RAIN.

oh yes you are so god damn right.
the whole world dont fucking understand me.
i am freaking impatient.
and i react so annoying in the convo.

but you know what?
put yourself into my shoes.
and then think about it again.

my very first race.
my very first time.
my K4 crew.
and my virgin polite race.
who the hell on earth wouldnt be anxious to get those photos???
4 bloody days i've waited.

so many photos came in.
but none is my k4 crew.
i need these photos.
so urgent.
because i need to use these photos for something.
something that i wanna give my crew.
but look where are the photos??????

i dont have any fucking idea.
i'm so tired of hearing all the excuses from people.
im so tired of asking people for photos.
you think i like to?
you think i am impatient?
think again.
i've been TOO patient.

tell me about it seriously.
wanna talking about understanding within friends?
look.
i know what you meant.
i understood what you meant.
but did you understand my point?
did you understand why im so anxious?
NO!
YOU DONT!

okae.
fine.
its my fault.
okae?
watch my attitude?
yea i will then.
im sorry.
so so sorry.

fucked up.

we know we can do it.
and we know we have to do it.
tomorrow is the day.
let us all do this.

every stroke counts.
every lil inch of effort is major for this.
everyone of us.
every race we're in.
we can do it.

double championship is what we are aiming for.
and at least a medal.
is what me and my crew aims for.

RPC LAI!
we can do it.
and make us all proud.
jiayou!


TO MY DEAREST K4 CREW.
thank you everyone of you.
all the trainings we have been through together.
all the hardwork we have been through.
from always capsizing to not capping at all.
from slower then the seniors K4 .
to almost right behind them.
from a boat with no power.
to a boat with power and glides through the reservoir.
i know we can do this.
this is our aim.
in this race.
its all about us.
our crew.
block out any other things.
and we know we can do this.
LAI!

KELROY SAID ; remember that day when you broke down crying when bev talked to you about your gpa. then you blogged about how no one can ever replace your position in the polite team. you've earned it now. and you got to prove. that you deserve this seat more than anyone else. nothing left to hold back anymore. so tomorrow, while paddling, no thoughts of giving up. promise?

I REPLIED ; yes, promise i wont give up for sure

thanks for these words. really. and just as you said all this. i totally flashed back about how much i wanted this position. now that i got it. i wont let myself and the team down . most of all, my crew.

with love,
dory.

RIGHT. so all along.
i was having a happy birthday.

GPA?
ADVISOR?
WAS ALL LIES.
hahahahahaa.

my dear mates.
you guys really convinced me so much man.
i totally believed and fell into it.
man i love you all!
TSK!

thanks for the surprise.
i really appreciate it (:

and those who played along as well.
thank you.